Slow down, slow down

When I started mountain climbing more than five years ago, I survived with several borrowed equipment and some hand me downs. I bought stuff, the cheap brands but their slightly more expensive models. It was a nice start and I enjoyed the experience more than the gear. I defined my life with what I always did that time, so for several years, mountain climbing was me.

My passions brought me to paths I crossed left and right. It seemed that whenever I made the first step, I always had to do something better next time, all the time. My tolerance for excitement kept getting higher and higher, and I was always willing to try something new, whatever what it may cost me. Financially, it was draining. I could no longer be happy with the cheap stuff I bought initially, no matter how I explain to myself the ridiculousness of my thinking. I had a lot of fun doing Puerto Galera, but after having been through hundreds of miles everywhere, travelling locally felt not the same anymore. 🙁

Years after, I think I’m hitting several walls. I never understood why I started triathlons, really. It was crazy impossible, and I never though much about it until people were pressing me to join and do it. And then it took me to doing a barrage of activities, buying stuff I don’t know I’d need later. I pushed myself to training, more than I’d probably do in a decade. I was a triathlete douchebag. In a sport where spending seems proportionate to finish times, I was sad that I wasn’t spending more.

So I did. Race after race, I tried and I finished. But then come Iron Man, it hit me that after I finished, I don’t know what else I want. I’m now here alone, without any activity, and I find it eerie and lonely. I have a ton of expensive stuff even from pre-triathlon activities that I hold and wonder why it doesn’t bring me happiness like the first time I held them. I feel like a drug addict suffering from my own withdrawal syndrome. It’s selfish, dickish and I want it to end.

I want to go back to how simple everything used to be.

I hate myself.

Sub-six!

Hurrrah! I fumbled for several months, but last week, I finally did cross out another line from my pseudo ‘Baket List.’ I’m finally a marathoner!

Effin Finally!

I have to admit that I didn’t give much into the journey, with my longest before the race just a measly 21k where I even hurt myself. It was euphoric the moment I stepped onto that finish line and realized that all the running and walking for over six hours was over and I finally had a chance to rest. I also felt faaar better than my last race, which was just half of what I did. I could attribute it to Bub and her parents’ support, Eric being a fantastic running buddy, the Chia and the whatnot. In the end, you could just imagine what I was feeling thinking I had a lot to improve, if I only did get really serious.

Downside though’s I think I gave my second toe a beating, and it was hurting all throughout the race. At just over 7kms, it was already numb. I thought removing my right sock and my compression sleeve would help, but it didn’t change much other than me finishing in a weird outfit. I was able to massage the toe at times when it hurt a lot, but I think it didn’t help a lot too, and just made my time longer. In the end I just ignored the pain, finished barely within 6 hours, and decided to finally retire my running shoes. It has served me well, but it’s also begging to be let go.

 

Yaaay marathon!

What’s for tomorrow?

I was already punching in this to twitter but lacked out of space. Tomorrow, or tonight, I expect to be brutalized as I attempt to pull myself through one marathon even without much training. It will be one hell of a feat if I finish. I hate running, and I hate it even more that I have no one to do it with. I’m pressuring encouraging bub to try it next year, and I promised I won’t do any this year to qualify again.

And with that big test, I feel terrible that I accepted coming to work only to find out there’s barely anyone here. Guess they ran out of fuel after several grueling weeks. Yesterday was one of the tougher days, and it’s eerily calm here where I sit, so I can at least enjoy the fact that this relaxes me for the test tomorrow.

I also, with finality, found out that bugger annoying my experience with T***. Asked my friend yesterday to fix my AV and FW problems hoping it’d kill that CPU spike problem, only to be back again with an unmanageable program. That at least eliminated my hunch, so it was back to checking that ad profile. Logging in, I was hit with the dreaded ‘”The Group Policy Client service failed the logon. Access is denied.” error. I knew then that it was profile related. So after a few key ins and clicks, I was back with a, finally smoothly working program.

Slow, steady start

Did my first 21K race yesterday at the 711 Run 1000. Dona and Den did 16k, while I went for 21, as it should prepare me for TBR. I told myself I couldn’t go past 2:30, and disappointingly, I actually did. 😀 I stopped my 910XT at 2:29, but my official time’s 2:30.

I actually tried pacing myself with Hans’, but at the 5k mark where we were steadily going at a 4:55 pace, I decided I couldn’t go further without feeling like dying. I’ve been complaining of my lack of training before, and this time, I even have less. Felt a lot of pain I’ve never felt before starting at the 12k mark that I, for the first time, actually not just walked but stopped. Dona may be right about my hip flexors too stiff, so much that until now my hips remain terribly painful.

Dona and Den after the race, where kit distribution was far from organized

I’ll be in a world of pain come TBR in less than a month if I don’t do something serious about my condition.

2:29 at the 21.00k mark!

711 Run 1000 results are available here but the site’s currently hammered and has been down for several hours already. Saved a mirror for the 21k and created a copy of the results here: http://lunaticrave.com/711Run1000/21k.html

Im lost, where am I

I love learning anything new. I don’t get a lot of chances recently given the schedule in this project, so I was inordinately surprised when I went to an unknown meeting as group representative. They were discussing something I barely knew. And then the demo came.

And I just felt my face twitch. I thoroughly saw how unintuitive what theyre showing was. You have to memorize concepts to do the simplest of tasks. There’s a barrage of features no one will care about. It felt like me having to think that I have to lift my legs left and right just to move up the stairs.

Why did they do this? Are they crazy?

Starting the year right!

Dona’s dad gifted us with Runnr GCs last Christmas. What better way to start the year than with a long run this 19th, and new gear from burning those GCs. She got new shoes, while I took compression gear I’d normally not buy. Thanks so much! 😀 Everyone knows I need all the help I can get in running. Excited to break in these tomorrow!

CEP Compression Sleeve and CWX Conditioning Wear. Do these really work?

And oh, should have been to Tagaytay, but we biked halfway to Sierra last week. Still hoping we’d do it before this cold ends.

This was my 2013

I went from zero to this.

So what if it's HIM!

IM F yeah!

 

Proof that I can overcome anything.

Come 2014, when I finally tie the knot. The best is yet to come!

 

Swim bike run!

Swim bike run!

A nation of idiots

Want to cry?

Out of pity?

Out of shame?

If the Inquirer comments is a true representation of what our nation is, then we’re surely destined to hell. I define hell as a shithole, where idiocy is the norm. God damn it.

Back to the things I care about

The past long weekend offered an opportunity for people to either reconnect, or if Iwas just me a few years ago, head out to anywhere to travel. The months leading to the present have been too hectic for me, but so far I’ve succeeded in my goal to re-channel the source of my stress. I’ve sworn that I won’t be letting work get into my way this year. I’ve considerably slowed down. I’m just happy to be on a positive track.

I went home this weekend with an e-reader and my running shoes. Really! I actually amused myself while I was packing it. Before going home last Friday, I visited my mother first at her grave, then walked the way home.

The next day, I woke up early to start my pre-run activities. By that, I really meant nothing. I just woke up, got on my shoes and waved goodbye to those already wake up to announce that I’ll be running that morning. And I started my run, on a very relaxed pace, with the south as my destination in mind.

I have always wanted to go back to the part I’ve associated myself most with more than a decade ago. I spent my high school years mostly in Noveleta and Cavite City, and graduating from this far school meant that I had really no reason to go back there.

I counted the distance every now and then as I proceeded. I hit the 5km mark at Noveleta. I immediately looked for the internet cafe where I learned Counter Strike, and was ecstatic to actually see it still there!

Bethany! Now if I can just find those assholes who humiliated me on my first CS experience!

Turning right at the Noveleta junction, I passed by the usual places we used to hang out way back. The entrance to my High School, Atheneum, barely made 6km. It was still as rural as it once was. I thought of passing by the school should I still decide to run the way back.

I proceeded to the road to Cavite City which was just a few kms ahead. By then, only a few vehicles plied the road. I felt the coastline nearing as I passed by Villamar and Lido Beach Resorts. Nearing Cavite City, I saw the same row of fish being dried beside the road. This time though, there were far less.

I once joked that if I ever get hungry, I’ll go to Cavite City to steal tuyo from these. JB told me to just go to his house and he’ll feed me, to save on transportation. 😀

 

Around the 9km mark, I finally passed by the Cavite City border gate. It looked the same even with the new paint. I ran a little more to just check where the 10km mark is, and stopped at Baste. I decided by then, that I’ll just ride my way home.

So, after more than an hour of running, I took the time to see the rest of the way from a bus. I realized that while I was happy to see a glimpse of my past, I was more annoyed and disappointed. Nothing has improved this part of my province for the past 10 years. I only saw new schools who have an irritating obsession with the word “Integrated.” Some of the roads were also newly paved with asphalt, but this was something that could be achieved anywhere a century ago. There’s a Puregold in Noveleta, and a Savemore in Kawit, but everything around them are virtually the same. If anything, I actually think that the towns not only stagnated but actually deteriorated. People seemed poorer and some of the businesses and lively attractions weren’t replaced but are just totally gone.

We visited again my mom that day. I also went back to Pasig that night. The next day, Dona and I went to UP on our bikes, ran around, and biked our way home. We then ended the day with a dinner and a movie date with Thor. 🙂

Who wouldn’t love spending Sundays in UP?

My unforgettable affair with a mountain

I’ve climbed more than a dozen different mountains, and everyone knows I’m by no measure an addict. I’ve done repeat climbs of the same mountains from Luzon to Mindanao, oh, I actually I’ve never done Visayas, yet!, and I’d climb more if I could. So perhaps it wouldn’t seem surprising if a climb can get kind of stale. Well, everything about the climbs could evoke a wide array of emotions. It made some of my friends as first timers swear to never subject themselves to anything like it again. Some people I know of also seem like they’ve left their homes for good for the mountains. But think, when the climb’s over and I’m on my way back, it’s sad to realize that it’s a little bit of the same excitement, just on a different place.

So color me amazed, as just last week as we were dead tired going for several hours already on our woefully steep descent of Mt. Ugo last week, when I got to suddenly realize something I never thought I’d think. “Holy crap, I do love this mountain!”

This is not an IT post. There are a lot of guides out there already geared for that. In fact, we heavily relied on Gideon’s Pinoymountaineer, and also, Bani’s experience to get us through. So this is just our own personal experience with Mt. Ugo.

November next month marks the fifth year since we last did Mt. Apo. It was a memorable climb, but we all obviously wanted to do it for the bragging rights. During that five year span, a lot of new people have come to experience and enjoy climbing, so much that everyone seemed even more active with their climbs. I, hogged with my own schedule could not keep up, so when the plan to climb Mt. Apo was initiated, I decided not to join anymore. The new Apo climb would be tougher, so the group worked on a 1 year plan to slowly build up everyone’s strength. Mt. Ugo was slated for September this year, but due to conflicts, got bumped off twice. It was finally settled as a traverse climb on October 19-20, 2013.

We left Victory Liner, Kamuning on the 10PM Solano bus, Friday, October 18, 2013. All 16 of us. There were no first timers. Everyone was briefed that it would not be an easy climb.

All smiles!

I didn’t sleep well the day before, so I did my best to catch some before the long day. At 5AM, we reached Aritao and waited for our jeep.

It was already chilly at Aritao, Nueva Vizcaya

Our jeep took us on an hour long ride to Kayapa, Nueva Vizcaya. We did breakfast and bought packed lunch. In no time, we were already on our way to the trail. We started at 745AM, 1120 MASL.

At Kayapa, Nueva Vizcaya

Our itinerary was succinct. First part of the trail will be hard. Just after the first 150 meters of ascent we had to do an obligatory rest.

First rest!

The rest of the trail would go on like that. I had to carry my 35lb pack up 30 degrees for several hours. We didn’t mind stopping every now whenever there was a clearing. The view did a lot to soothe everyone.

Fourth rest!

Three hours in to our steep ascent, we finally reached Indupit Village. I had to lift my soaking shirt and sighed with relief. It was at least an hour of rest for my aching shoulders! The place was slowly enveloped with clouds, and with the clouds came the rain. One of the old locals invited us to her house, where we got to eat our lunch.

Roaming around the village were friendly dogs and greyish cats. They circled around everyone as they tried to beg for scraps. I had my eyes fixed on a man by the fireplace using it to warm himself. I also instantly realized why the cats were grey instead of white.

Fireplace

An hour after reaching the village, we finally decided to set off for the next village. Bani promised that the rest of the trail would be far easier. So far everything went as he had explained and expected, except for the lack of views. It was his fourth time to climb Mt. Ugo, and it was just his first time to see the Kayapa trail enveloped in clouds. Honestly, I didn’t care that much as I didn’t know really what I was missing.

The rest of the trail to Sitio Domolpos

Cows were everywhere the trail. One seemed too interested on us that it followed us for kms. Pigs also littered the trail. Where there are cows and pigs, there’ll be manure. For the rest of the trail, we were skipping and avoiding cow and pig shit and I found it amusing. In just a few hours though, we finally caught glimpse of the village and the school we’ll be staying in. It was a sight to behold.

Sitio Domolpos was situated at a valley between mountains, where it partly enjoys some protection from the cold winds. We descended around 250m to reach the village, and it pained me, knowing we’ll have to climb it back again the next day!

Village finally in sight, around 20 meters below

The school looked surprisingly well maintained for something that’s severely off the beaten track. It was not by any means advanced, but it was not dilapidated as we come to expect from other far flung schools, as depicted in the news. The room we will be staying in was around 40 square meters large. We hurriedly cleaned the room and set up our sleeping beds and prepared for dinner. Everyone else lined up for shower. After several climbs, having this kind of experience after a long climb feels like hotel luxury already. Coupled with the fact that we didn’t have to sleep in tents, but in a closed room brought too much happiness. So for the night, we just prepared dinner and went on with our socials. Sir Nap wasn’t allowed that time to talk about ghost stories however. I guess he didn’t have to. The place was already creepy by itself.

Inside the classroom

We ended the night completely satisfied with what we’ve accomplished for the day. I took the opportunity to snap one group picture before we went to sleep.

Nope, no ghosts in the room!

The next day, everyone woke up at 2AM. By a little past 3, everyone was already eating breakfast and by 4, we were already prepared to leave. Everyone was hopeful we could catch the sunrise at the peak, but Bani assured us that the catching it during ascent to the peak would be more than enough. Little by little as we climbed 500m to reach the camp site, and the summit, we were treated to even greater views. I had to think of more ways to define spectacular.

Sunrise peeking!

The sun caught us while we were on the very steep final part of the assault. The sun lit up the place. Everything turned golden, and it was such a feast for the eyes.

Catching the sunrise at the trail

Trail was this steep!

At just over 2 hours since leaving the village, we finally reached the camp site. A group was there, surprised to have seen us. We spent more than an hour feeding our cameras with everything we could point it to. Such, as, mountain cows at 2100 meters! If it only had the sea of clouds of Mt. Pulag, then it would’ve been perfect.

Mountain cows!

Obligatory group shot!

Of course, we also had to proceed a little more to go to the actual summit. As any guide would detail, this mountain only came to prominence with the crash of an aircraft in the 1980s. At the peak, at 2150 MASL, lay a tombstone commemorating those killed by the incident.

Summit at 2150MASL

Reaching the summit meant that it was all down from then on. Bani had earlier warned us of the very steep descent, and that we should be helped by trekking poles. There would be markers too, as the trail down to Itogon is used for trail running. What came next was truly, a grueling 15km hike down. We may have also underestimated this feat, since we ate breakfast at around 3AM and it would be hours till our scheduled lunch.

ROX left markers like this. Here’s the 15km marker. There are markers every 0.5 kms.

Undeterred, we went through the trail, stopping every now and then to eat whatever’s left of our trail food.

Parts of the Kayapa trail

It was this part of the Itogon trail that will be forever stuck in my head. Everything reeked of luscious green. It reminded me of a very grandiose version of the first part of Akiki, prior to reaching Eddet river. There was nothing like it at all! We breezed through the ever winding trail where green pines were everywhere.

We also all hurried for km 8, where we were all scheduled to take our lunch. We reached the spot at around 8 hours since we started from the school. After heating our food, we were treated to the best fucking tasting corned beef I’ve ever eaten in my life. I, along with everyone, was that hungry!

We rested for a bit before proceeding again. By this time, we agreed to relax the pace. I don’t know who the hell joked about the presence of stores where we could buy cold coke at the village by KM 7. At around the 5km mark, I was so hungry again that I was eating, would you believe it, guavas that could be picked from the guava trees that littered the path. Maybe we would’ve chomped on pomelos too, just as it had littered the Kayapa trail.

The rest of the trail was a breeze. Everyone was dead tired, but none are complaining. Honestly, with trails like this, what’s there to complain and whine about?

I love the mountains!

We finally reached the Itogon Village, and we were finally greeted with a store selling real cold coke. Guess it was also the best tasting coke I’ve had in a while. The store was also only a km away from the end of the trail, and the Itogon trail had one feature up its sleeve: a hanging bridge.

Creaking hanging bridge!

Finally, after 12 hours since we left the village, we reached the end of the trail, where our jeep was ready to fetch us. It was the longest descent I’ve done. The jeep took us to the Barangay hall where we took showers, drank free kapeng barako, and fetched our congratulatory certificates. From there, it was just an hour to Baguio.

km 0.!!

The jeep took us to the Barangay hall where we took showers, drank free kapeng barako, and fetched our congratulatory certificates. From there, it was just an hour to Baguio.

Dona and I got on the 8PM bus, and were back at Manila at 2AM, already Monday, the 21st of October. It was one for the books. I never thought I’d fall in love mountain climbing again, until I did Mt. Ugo.

With aching shoulders and legs, I already can’t wait to be back. 🙂